MUCH ADO ABOUT BOO

It’s a thing of wonder to look in my darling’s eyes and see just how beautiful He is. His soft brown eyes radiate warmth and kindness, he is a rarity among men and it gladdens my heart so, to know he belongs only to me.

Some calm days, I get lost in thought of him, oh how excited I become to hear his soothing voice minutes as I think of Him and this happens always. Sometimes I think we are so connected no distance is too long to communicate straight to our hearts.

You see, I have a mind with wild imaginations, sometimes I wonder if I reside in fantasy land more than normal. Now, I imagine being in a wonderful garden somewhere, anywhere in the world, maybe even as far as Kazakhstan..it sounds really far, if they have the wonderful garden I now picture in my head then its fine, I envisage I am with Him, sitting under a big oak tree, having a picnic and enjoying the warmth of a sunny day. We have lots to eat, ice-cream to counter the heat, candies to munch as we tell hilarious tales, play a card game or just take a stroll hand in hand towards the small pond behind our resting place to watch the small school of little fishes as they bubble up and down in the water, after which we go back to snooze under the comfort of our tree. Oh, of course we don’t do anything naughty even if that’s what my baby wants most times. You see, everything about Him is touchy and smooch....typical right?, always wanting to get cozy and display his strength in that area.. and oh He is truly very strong but that will be in my other racy imaginations.

You must question why I carry on about my darling! Until you love someone so much irrespective of what they are like or what they do, then you will know just how much I go on about my ‘’Boo’’, that’s what I call him. No one is perfect and so is my Darling but I would never choose another bloke over Him, his imperfections makes me better for him. Yes…. I cherish Him like that and hope to be the one he cares for as long as he can. Do you think your Boo loves you just as you do him? You ask! Oh yes I am certain he does, it is why our hearts commune without words, it’s why he knows what I think even when I hide it. We’ve put in lots of hard work together to be this way, it’s why we also fight when we are upset and try to avoid the other and that don't last long; nothing beautiful comes easy to anyone. We all need work, even you.

At times I feel cheerless to be far, I do not think he fully understands, but he says he does? I get forlorn when I cannot talk with or hear his voice but I believe that is how it is, I do not expect to be with him every moment, he wouldn’t be able to work and provide for me, oh he says that a lot too like i couldn't do so myself…I agree, I do not want to be a pester either. He dares me to be better at work, with the handful of friends I have and my divine walk. I secretly want to outdo him so I study hard, strategize more and surprise him with new accomplishments, He likes that and thinks I am smarter than Him. I do not agree.

Other times, I lay in my bed like now, thinking how wonderful that day would be when I will be with Him always, wake up with him, eat and plan with him and do everything I had only thoughts of doing together and includes throwing a fit when I am angry…It won’t always be so rosy you know! I hope that day comes soon although it seems far away that I tire waiting. One should never stop hoping for something so beautiful right?  Patience is a good virtue isn’t it?  But how wonderful it will be that day when I have my Boo only to myself.